Hans is nice enough to take Hannah with him to classes on Friday afternoons so I can have some much needed "me" time. I usually (sadly) spend the afternoon in the house - reading, napping, writing, talking to friends and family online. Not today. I'm unplugging myself and taking a hike. Packing my water, apples, books and notebook to crunch through the leaves and find a place where I can cry for my losses and remember my blessings. See you later.